This is the first time i feel very sad for a stranger.
well, not stranger, a person that I not that close but I look up to him as,
A big brother.
hurm. maybe because of that brotherly and mentorly act that make feel this way.
Anyway, I sad because he's going to leave soon.
I dont know why Im being so sad. Not ready yet to not have him away.
It make my half day gloomy.
Throughout our life, my life to be specific,
I always have goodbyes.
Many, many goodbyes.
Family..hostel..friends at school, maktab and university.
I thought as Im getting older,
i wont be sad anymore every time a goodbye comes around.
But, turn out the other way around.
Maybe because a goodbye that I felt is even more stronger as we not going to see each other
or seek wisdom
or just have a nice cup of coffee together again because the older you are,
the more futher away we apart; works, own families that bound by time constraint.
what make people want to talk each other, share stories or more specifically,
what make people miss each other?
that fluttery, joy, comfort feeling they give us, maybe.
Maybe I should just googled.
2 weeks ago