I starting a new book called "Life Long Learning".
its an empty and blank note book with no lines and made from recycled paper, which made it more expensive than other normal note book.
I jotted down every details of troubleshooting that i had encountered so far, or other solve it.
and if I am late.
everyday before I head home, I go through the pages, hoping if the error surface again, I'm able to resolve it without hesitation.
Being helpless and have the eager to solve it but no confident to do it.. I'm hesitating..
" I think this is how to do it, hurrmm, but I'm not sure....", "What if it is wrong and line stop??"
Maybe it is because I still lack of knowledge. still not knowing overall process.
But, I do hope someday, they will entrust me to do it.
Even though they still think i don't have the ability to do it, at least let me give it a try.
One wouldn't learn until they get a chance to do so, right?
Maybe I'm just too hasten to do things.
But, its that part of my job too, to solve it, right?
not just to sit and watch.
Im almost a year in this but still taken as freshie and not know so well. ( * well, it is true, though. my bad)
Every time i talk about this to my brother, he said the same.. " You too early, let them do it, let them solve it..you still do not know yet"
How am I to know if they don't let me do it??
I feel like a kid who want to be a grown up. Want to know more and DO more.
Only time will tell.
For time being, I'm try to not let emotions come by or take any heart feeling when someone else solve it.
Im trying.
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