NEARING A NEW BEGINNING , ENDING AN END, HOPEFULLY NOT.

im at pusat komersial section 7 right now, feeling the tense of Hazie studying for her test tomorrow.
The fell down of calculator broke the silent occasionally.
Its the third time already.
(showing protest for a new and larger, bigger study table?)

I will start a new beginning as an Executive of GICT PROTON this monday , 16 April 2012.
finally the moment of destined destiny which need to be fulfill after much awaited 3.5 years, arrives.

I don't know what to expect.
more responsible. Out of comfort zone.
more real life challenges.
i guess.

just have to wait and see.

what it feels like to upgrade you're status from student to working?
no longer need to put -"Student" at the occupation section.

now, Executive of GICT at PROTON HOLDINGS.

hurm.

(-_-)

i will go to work, send off to work by my brother early in the morning and fetch off by him, or others on tuesday and thursday.

earning my own salary.
which i have plenty of plan on how to spend it.


"will i still be in my confort zone?"- is that what i worried about?
maybe what is Practical Training is all about...

I've been doing lots of thinking.
bout my place to stay.now at hazie's..but she will be in shah alam until July.
then?
so, i need to get my driving license so very much fast..means before july and a car, hopefully.
i cant leeching of my brother and others, forever. right?

then, on june, I have to think bout moving out coz my rent contract is just until june.

Im thinking of meeting up the friends that have been everywhere in shah alam, subang, PJ..
around selangor.

chatching up.
to keep the feeling of warm friendship.

saidatul jokingly ask me to seek around gorgeous guys..find her a groom.
hahahah.
(your mission is good as done!)

what else?
is there anything i need to think about other than that?
now that im working... i need to think bout.
hurm.
let put it a rest for a while.
maybe not now.
eventhough im 23 now.

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have a lot to think.
feels like writing all the time.

SIMPLE JOKE CAN MAKE YOU SMILE~!

I scroll at hajar blog today and found this amusing little joke.

" macam na nk bagi nyamuk tak masuk rumah?"
"bawak masuk selipar dalam rumah, nanti nyamuk ingat tadak orang dalam rumah~"

hikhik~
well...its a laughing stock for me.

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few days have been tough for me emotionally.
I just don't get in.

I stand my ground that for every mistake that happened,
there must be misconduct or misunderstood from both party.
there are no JUST ONE PARTY have to take all the blame.

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people are too attached with emotion.
Just burst with emotion without regarding other emotion than their own.
Lack of EQ I guess.
the way of delivery the emotion affect other people feeling.
make sure the right feeling is achieved and its mutual.

Im complaining actually right now.
hurm.
i feel its a bit unfair for being yelled at and have to swallow all the anger that have been thrown at you.
Its a bit. urm. unprofessional?


anyway. Its 2nd time from same person.
for the same misunderstanding.
for the same reason.
which i already cleared.
and each time "throwing tantrum" happened, i was left dumb folded and was not given chance to speak up or explain.


"its because "the thrower" hang up after gauging out the anger on me. with bonus and side anger from other thing.

"But-"
bla..bla...
"No-"
bla..bla...
"I-"
bla..bla...
-hang up-

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I know this anger is result of underachieve expectation or misinformation.
BUT!!!
do react like you just SNAPPED!
why don't you clear up all the misunderstood rather than bursting with anger, yelling than hang up!
(I almost about to SNAP! too.)

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Well,
you --the thrower
you just lost my respect , trust of emotion control or any kind of trust and professionalism towards you.
I don't react to insult.
only to misunderstood which need to be clear up.

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humph.
i think this also make me realized,
im lack in follow up and clearing things up.
aah.
hurm.
reflect on your action.. ( muhasabah diri..)

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signing off.

p/s: i have to deal with her for the rest of 3.5 years to come.
may patient and virtue and calmness stay by my side.
Amin,,

ACADEMICALLY SATISFIED

asalamualaikum.

recently I found out for not have so much typo is to look at what your typing instead of look at the keyboard.

so. cut to the chase.

So, after.............
2 years at kindergarten.
6 years to standard 1 to 6.
6 years to form 1 to form 5.
1 year in matriculation
3.5 years in university.

sum up to that = 18.5 YEARS spend on education alone.
wow.
we didn't realized that, right?

so, if we did, we would not wasted or flunk certain subject on the university on purpose to wasted all the more than 12 years of studying just to get admission to university. right?

hurm.
what im trying to say is.
we spend so much years to get to certain point, but at that point we decided to fail.

ok. stops here.
welllllllll............................18.5 years is really long!
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and now i 'm just lay back at home.
waiting for next point.
an undefined duration.
work.
a 18.5 years of preparation just to apply for a job.
wow. i just realized that.

I WILL NOT STOP WRITING

As far I know and realized now,
I will graduating soon.
The final exams are over, thesis has been submitted but there still some professional courses need to be taken in order to graduate.

That is why im still in UTM.

At times of late, I always wondering what would I do so that I would not regret leaving UTM.
Few times before the exam week,
I feel kind of sad and a bit teary when thinking that I might not be able to see all the dear friends, lecturers..
having student rush.
girls talks.
classes.
evergreen carefree feeling.
Youth spirit rising high.

* Im not sure what actually i will be miss but, not seeing each other not so often, can make me sobbing.


UTM is really far away from my hometown, PENANG.
even when semester break, I usually stay at UTM,
doing some programmes or stuffs..


so, I have been these feeling since exam week.
and I'm having this slow motion of departure with these dear friends because
after having exam, thesis submission, we have professional courses.

I'm taking photos as much as I can and record videos to treasure these last moments.
These last few moments....

Until i realized,
I should stop being sad because we not gonna see each other for a long time.
Yes, indeed, at this time also, I still feel . sad.

I will enjoy these few moments left and with these and other moments have been created in UTM,
I will use it to face the future.

Recently, I watched Nodame and Glee.
They all are basically a bunch of high school academy who share the same passion and care for each other to the max.
And at the end point, the will have to go on their own ways and face the future.

Being a student , always make me in comfort zone.
Don't have to care so much about outside world of politician, insurances, paying house loan, car loans, electricity bills,, phone bills, water bills and other bills.
EVERGREEN CAREFREE FEELING.

when you graduated,
you going to step out of that comfort zone,
there are new, huge burden that going to be place on your shoulder.
some a huge, some are not.
But, it makes you feel more RESPONSIBLE.
family income, siblings tuition, own needs.
or, fulfilling family's request to further.
or, other options.

EITHER WAY, the road ahead going to be tougher, more thorns with some jewels hidden.
I wish by creating our moments together here,
we'll able to make the journey to that road.


and I'm not going to be sad anymore.
I will enjoy it while I can.
and when the time to depart comes,
Lets be thankful that our fate have tied us for almost 4 years and,
Lets lift a new courage spirit to support each other to go through the road ahead.

p/s: its OK to cry if its joy. Recently into "Say a little Prayer for You"- Glee Version.

The moment I wake up
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little pray for you
While combing my hair now,
And wondering what dress to wear now,
I say a little prayer for you.
I run for the bus, dear,
While riding I think of us, dear,
I say a little prayer for you.
At work I just take time
And all through my coffee break-time,
I say a little prayer for you.
Forever, and ever, you'll stay in my heart.

Broken Arm with Smear Of Fragile Heart

Asalamualaikum ~

setelah hampir setahun tidak menulis, akhirnya tergerak untuk mencatat sesuatu.

(hahaha..akhirnya~~~!)

Nak kata suka menulis, edak ler~

Just as a journal. Online journal. And blogspot has make a platform for it. So, I just, make use of what is been offered. Life is all about making everything easy, to be easier~ like machine! what is machine? something to make human life easier! ( got it from 3 idiots.. you guys should watch it! totally! especially the engineer boys and girls. Even its way past years, I'm still promoting it! haha.... =P

kemaskini yang terakhir ialah.. LI SUDAH TAMAT~

Latihan Industri sudah lepas, 3 Jan 2011-20 Mei 2011. Seperti biasa, LI memang membuka mata, sama ada kita dalam bidang yang kita boleh kerjakan atau tidak. Bagi aku, pekerjaan harus menjadi sesuatu yang kita seronok dan minat untuk kerjakan. Jadi, pekerjaan itu akan dibuat dengan bersungguh-sungguh jika kita ada matlamat dan minat.

every job has its problems,A key consideration in choosing is determining what type of problems you enjoy solving.

-Steve Elledge-

“Find something you love to do and you'll never have to work a day in your life”

-Harvey MacKay -

well, i did enjoy solving SOME parts of programming code, but not entirely building a software from scratch. A software engineer is to develop a software, start from collecting requirement until maintanance. phew~! Im really not sure, sometimes.

not me. Can't imagine.

Lagi laa tengah nak menghabiskan Projek Sarjana Muda(PSM) ni. Kena buat perisian untuk kanak-kanak belajar bentuk. Kena ada benda gerak-gerak. Flash? uish~ belum khatam..

Serabut aku!

Anyway, few memories has been created few month ago.

Lets see...

1- I broke my right hand. At the wrist.

my cast.

2K wire insertion.

(is not really a wire, is a metal stick like nails, the nails you hammered to the walls to hang something, the bigger nails, not small tiny one when you do your school project)

It wasn't cool to have your hand cast up and went through an operation and your skin been sew up. I got into accident 27th August 2011, around 7.20am. hit by a car. Have to wear the cast for 8 weeks, 2 before surgery, and another 6's after surgery. Now i have to do therapy, because my wrist cant turn around. I can't wave, shake, lay flat on the wall with my right hand. Wrist job, jammed. The surgery cut? no~ you don't want to look at it. Almost 7 cm long at the wrist. The pain did make me cry silently and been sedated painkillers twice a day for 4 days after surgery.

2-Before that, I did not succeeded in grasping a MCPD certificate from Microsoft. Worth thousands which I took it for free. An opportunity that was not destined for me. Yup, I did a retake, but, still fail.

3-And for the accident that happened, I have to skip a month of the semester, which bring me down sometimes because felt left behind and feel a bit lost when attending the class now. Especially, Web Tech class. I feel this is the first time I struggle so hard for my study. The PSM, i feel a lot worst. Like I'm going to fail both of that. (ah... choi choi choi~!!)

no, this is not me. I did not dye my hair grey.

Well, everything happened for a reason. Always put your faith in Allah. Right? =)

I try to stay positive as long as I can be, but sometimes i can't help it to feel down and gloomy.

Bak kata remaja, EMO~ hahaha

Makanan hati tu makin berkurang la tu tandanya~

"~~hey now hey now, dont dream its over~~"

Dont Dream It's Over, Sixpence None the richer

But, I did do some fun stuffs while recovery and stay at home for almost 2 months.

berjalan ke bukit bendera, Air Itam, Pulau Pinang. Naik monorel yang condong hingga 30 darjah , mungkin, dari tanah. Seram~

Draw on my cast. Which has been remove before I go back to UTM.

So, sorry guys and girls, you cant sign on it~

rumah P.Ramlee at Jalan P.Ramlee, Penang.

Tempat, tempat lain : gurney Drive, Padang Kota lama, Kapitan (roti nan Terbaik~!), Muzium Penang.

Queensbay tak payah kata ar~ tiap-tiap hari duk melepak kat sana~ tengok wayang, metekedarah~ haha

Yang pastinya, Penang adalah SURGA MAKANAN....!

which kind of explain my chubbiness growing. in all area.hurm. problematic.

Along the recovery process, I drank lots of anlene, 2 glasses a day, haruan + gamat essence 3 bottles per week, ribena 3-4 glass a day. The worst part is the haruan essence. very~ very~ fishy! yuck! and only eat white rice with ikan bilis goreng, at that time.. Alhamdulillah, my cut recover nicely..and the bone injury too.

now, I took calcium tablet and multivitamin for continuous recovery. I also buy some hand therapy stuff,(equipment?) for self-therapy . Once a week, i go for occupational therapy at the Hospital, which like fisio, but not exactly like fisio. (get it?) haha.. Basically, I go and play with some wooden board for lifting, pecks with different sizes for strength and some hand twist exercise.

hand grip for soften skin tissue

( it become really tight , harden for not moving almost 2 month),

the black-pink stripe thing is for 5 kg grasp,

the red one is one kg lift. ( I still can't lift it up and down using my right hand)

I buy at DAISO,the japan's store in Malaysia. Everything worth rm5. You can see lots of simple machine there.~!

At first, while typing this, I light the perfume candle, but, it seem to almost run out, then I used the mafla(long scarf). I need to make the room dimmed cause' Ejat is sleeping already..

I buy it at Living Cabin, use the saucer to put it.

I used to use the saucer to put the wasabi to eat the sushi bought at JJ taman U~lala.

(true UTM-skudai student)

After Beijing, this is the purpose of the mafla. haha.

It really set the mood of the room~! huhu

Next week was my killer week. With KBES Test which the covered topic was all the topic that I did not attend AND submission of 70% of PSM Progress~ which short for-- Dead! haha ..JK.

p/s: I was waiting for my laundry to finish while writing this...

night breeze at Gurney Drive.

Night you all~!

(^_^)

make it like a journal..

LI SUDAH TAMAT....

Nikmat Pemberian- NYA

asalamualaikum..

merujuk tajuk diatas, ( haha..dah macam nak tulis surat pulak), memang meluaslah!
nikmat Allah tak terkira jumlahnya..
nikmat 5- sihat, kelapangan masa, muda, kaya dan yang laing besar, HIDUP.!
nikmat sekecil- kecil seperti setitis air dan dapat berkedip mata dan sebesar-besarnya, ( kalu ikut pandangan aku..) masih bernyawa..

Dan barang- barang yang kita miliki..sikat, bedak, compact power, seluar Levi's, Tshirt goggle, winter coat yang tebal tu, selimut, moto ( ERIYKA!!!!!), keta myvi tukar jadi Saga FL, 50 sen dalam kocek,Pak Aji, Suzi, buku C++ dalam kotak..hurm..apa lagi? ya, laptop pink yang dah 3 tahun dan tak pernah kena format..semua itu adalah Nikmat Allah..... alhamdulillah

salah satu nikmat Allah yang dianugerahkan kepada ku.. ERIYKAAA~!!

sekarang di bawah jagaan Anosa. Nor, dah pesan siap-siap kat nor..kalu orang nak pinjam, bagi lah... dapat pahala tolong orang tu ke kita..orang nak pinjam tu mesti dah tahu jaga baik- baik sebagaimana Anosa jaga moto tu. Terima Kasih Nor..jazakallah khair..( may Allah grant you goodness~)

Jadi, sebab tu lah orang -orang yang beriman tidak pernah merasa sedih atau gundah gulana bila salah satu nikmat itu telah hilang atau musnah. .

"Dan sesungguhnya Kami berikan cobaan kepadamu dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah-buahan. Dan berikanlah berita gembira kepada orang- orang yang sabar, (yaitu) orang-orang yang apabila ditimpa musibah, mereka mengucapkan inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un.
(bahawa sesungguhnya kita kepunyaan Allah dan kita akan kembali kepadaNya). mereka itulah yang mendapat keberkatan yang sempurna dan rahmat dari Tuhan mereka, dan mereka itulah yang orang-orang yang mendapat petunjuk" Al baqarah ayat 155-156

"tak pa lah..benda dah jadi..Allah nak ambik balik .."
" mungkin ini dugaan dan ujian dari-NYA..sejauh mana keimanan ku..."

jadi, jika moto anda accident..dan anda bukan lah penunggangnya masa itu..
Chillex~ cool~ dugaan sikit ja tu..kita diuji.. kalu remuk pun moto tu..biarlah..
( ini berdasarkan pengalaman sebenar)
nikmat kita ditarik balik..
DIMANA~! moto itu tidak pernah pun menjadi milik kita... itu semua milik Allah..
kita ini hanya merasa nikmat-NYA sahaja...

"apakah manusia itu mengira mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan" Kami telah beriman, sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji orang-orang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah menegtahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya DIA mengetahui orang- orang yag berdusta..
Al Ankabut: 2-3

Apakah kamu mengira bahawa kamu akan masuk syurga, padahal belum datang kepadamu, ( cubaan) sebagaimana halnya orang-orang terdahulu sebelum kamu? Mereka ditimpa oleh malapetaka dan kesengsaraan serta digoncangkan ( bermacam-macam cobaan) sehingga berkatalah Rasul dan orang-orang yang beriman bersamanya: " bilakah datangnya pertolongan Allah? " Ingatlah, sesungguhnya pertolongan Allah itu amat dekat" al - baqarah ayat 214

Tapi jangan lah dah rosak, tak pi baiki..
Jika nikmat itu masih boleh menyumbang ke jalan kebaikan, pi lah baiki...

Jadi, gunakan lah nikmat-nikmat Allah sebaik-baiknya..
nikmat sihat untuk beribadat dan beribadah ( bekerja dan belajar )

"Tidak ada dosa bagimu untuk mencari kurnia dari Tuhanmu.. "Al- Baqarah ayat 198

nikmat kaya ( bersedekah )
nikmat kelapangan masa ( menolong orang buat rumah, tolong mak ke kedai, tolong hantar adik pi sekolah, tolong ambil kawan yang tiada kenderaan )
dan berbagai- bagai lagi lah!

Kesimpulan yang aku ingin tekan kan... selagi diberi nikmat Allah, dan masih berupaya..berbuatlah kebaikan. Tolong lah sesiapa yang meminta tolong dan beribadat lah selagi terdaya.

"nak mintak tolong sikit ble?"
" banyak pun tak pa..selagi aku mampu, aku akan tolong..jika di luar kemampuan aku, aku tolong untuk usahakan .."

Dan belanjakanlah hartamu ke jalan Allah, dan janganlah kamu menjatuhkan dirimu sendiri ke dalam kebinasaan, dan berbuat baiklah kerana Allah menyukai orang-orang yang berbuat baik." Al Baqarah ayat 195

jangan lah kita banyak bunyi bila orang mintak tolong..
jika tak boleh tolong, cakap lah.."minta maaf, saya tak boleh nak tolong sebab bla..bla.."
direct ja. orang nak minta tolong bukan selalu.
janganlah sebab kalian malas.. malas itu sifat syaitan.!!!

setan biru pun jadi lah.. *bantuan pakcik google.*

Sebagai manusia yang RASIONAL , dia akan mintak tolong jika hal itu LUAR KEMAMPUANNYA. kan???
kalu nak tolong basuh moto kau padahal kamu boleh ja berlari dan ada masa~ aku tolong tengok jelaaa~~~
tapi jangan lah duk swuh .. lari 4 x 100m.. setelkan masalah programming yng bill gates dan mark zukerberg pun tak tahu..

pi tolong panjat KLCC...


pi pakai sarang tebuan.. * ni kartun boleh laa~

dan sesuatu yang tak LOGIK dan TAK RASIONAL~!

p/s: mungkin ada segelintir orang yang mengaggap.." kenapa aku yang kena buat semua ni? pi la buat sendiri.." dia kurang kesedaran tentang nikmat Allah dan kebaikan membuat kebaikan..

dan mungkin yang sebaliknya.. macam guna barang kita tanpa kebenaran..( barang dia, barang dia dan barang kita pun dia punya gak..)hurm. anggaplah itu nikmat Allah yang dia ingin berkongsi tanpa perlu cakap apa- apa..*berat mulut*

p/s: aku merasakan ujian kelapangan masa yang membuak2! projek LI tak siap lagi woi!!!

www.ainunmohamad.blogspot.com

IM DONT FEEL SO GOOD..

i feels like im too far away ..

drifted away from the eternal calmness...

pekerjaan

every job has its problems.. A key consideration in choosing is determining what type of problems you enjoy solving.
-Steve Elledge-
WHICH! i find it so true...
so..so..so..true~!

aku banyak berfikir...

asalamualaikum~

selamat pagi~!

lokasi: umah yati nordin~! haha

chemoh,ipoh, perak.

Ya selamat sudah aku di sini.

Umah dia da kemudahan internet, Alhamdulillah...

JAdi, apa mau nulis hari ni?

KEpada yag mengenali aku..urm, nk tnya, aku ni pendiam ke?

setelah beberapa sekian kalinya kenal aku, apakah kekurangan dan kelebihan aku?

** sesi muhasabah diri...

***SABAH??? ya, sabah bha~ hehe

Umur aku officially 22tahun 27 Februari nanti.

****27 februari 2011 adalah merupakan tanggal Malam Puncak Perdana 9, Kolej Perdana, UTM Skudai yang membawakan tema TOPI. Jadi marilah kita warga ( kita?) kolej perdana sama-sama mendaftarkan diri anda untuk menghadiri majlisyang gilang gemilang itu~!

ok2, cukuplah nak promote2 ni..

Dulu masa form 2, cita-cita nak jadi wartawan..

form 4 dapat jadi ahli forum remaja untuk peringkat sekolah..

namun, terpaksa dilepaskan sebab kena tukar sekolah.

Jangan risau, saya tak menyesal..

rezeki sentiasa ada di mana-mana..kan??

hehe..

ALWAYS have faith in ALLAH..

So, from a journalist to forum panel..

to a pure science geek,

to an art and physics student,

lastly to a computer nerd.

hahahaha..

well, people change~

Aku melihat kehidupan sebagai satu jalan yang banyak cabang..

kita boleh amik mana-mana jalan pun.

Ya, boleh. Silakan.

mahupun jalan itu gelap, cerah..sedahana cerah, atau kelabu2 t**k anjing..

silakan, jalan ja.

kata orang, BOLOS SAJA DINDING ITU~! **dinding? eh! silap, jalan...hee

Sebab apa boleh amik ja mana-mana jalan pun?

hurm..

sebab, mana-mana pun ada rezekinya..

dan kita sendiri harus kuat untuk menjadi kan sesuatu yang BURUK ke BAIK dan BAIK ke LEBIH BAIK!

paham tak?ke terlalu puitis sangat?

haha..

cthnya, macam ni la..

depan kau ada 3 jalan/ pilihan...

jalan A, B, C.

kau tak tahu nak amik jalan.

amik ja mana- mana jalan pun..sama ada A, B atau C.

katakan lah kau amik jalan C..

dalam meniti perjalanan tu.. kau banyak menerima dugaan..

yang bertimpa-timpa.

mulalah kuar ayat.." ah! nyesal tak amik A atau B dulu..~~!"

NO, NO, NO...........

bukan itu caranya..tu dah macam meragui Qada dan Qadar ketentuan Allah..

seharusnya, kau cool and steady ja..

lek..

dugaan datang, kita hadapi, tangani, CARI JALAN PENYELESAIANNYA~!

jangan lah duk memikirkan nasib diri yang ditimpa malang ja..

kuar mulut rimau,masuk mulut boya..

dah jatuh, kena timpa dengan tangga batu plak..

** TANGGA BATU di MELAKA~ hehe

jangan moral down, ok?

sentiasa THINK POSITIVE..!

berdoa selalu.. mintak bantuan NYA..

InsyaAllah.. Allah mesti bantu makhluknya yang meminta..

dan Allah sentiasa tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kamu..

kadang-kadang kamu doa..minta dengan penuh khusyuk..

tapi, tak dapat2..

tak pun lmbat.....

pernah dengar tak?

.

Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."

[QS. Al-Baqarah : 216]

ha..

macam tu la.

DIA tak kasi, sebab dia tahu, benda itu mungkin buruk untuk kamu.

mana kita tahu kan?

We can see even in the smallest event that happen everyday in our life..

contohnya..

" eh! teringin lah nak makan nasi ayam.. "

mulalah mintak doa..

" YA Allah mintak-mintak la nasi ayam tu tak habis kat pasar malam nanti.."

tengok-tengok..habis....~!!!

mula lah nk majuk..an.

ha. bising2..

tengok-tengok, esoknya..ada member beli nasi ayam tu, sakit perut~~

INI CONTOH!

contoh~~~~

nasib baik tak kena sakit perut gak.

huhu.

Sama lah dengan hari dan perasaan.

(ini topik berat ni..hahaha)

kadang-kadang kita suka kat orang tu,,tapi tak dapat an.

mungkin Allah tahu dia tak sesuai untuk kita atau kita ni tak sesuai untuk dia..

Perempuan yang baik, adalah untuk lelaki yang baik.

Kalu berlaku lah ada lelaki baik kahwin dengan perempuan jahat..

sebenarnya, itu lah yang terbaik untuk laki tu,,

Allah dah tentukan macam tu..

mungkin perempuan tu bertambah solehah lepas kahwin dengan laki tu..

sepadan kan macam tu???

banyak hikmah yang kita tak nampak sebenarnya...

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Aku pun sekarang lepas melihat sesuatu tu,

banyak berfikir.

" aku buat benda ni, hari ni..demi mendapat keredaan Allah @ sekadar memenuhi syarat ja?"

niat..niat tu kena betul.

kadang-kadang, nak pakai baju cantik-cantik..

*biasalah naluri perempuan, nak cantik2 je kejanya..hehe

tapi, terfikir,,,

" kenapa aku nak pakai cantik-cantik? nak orang tengok ke? nak bagi orang puji aku ke?"

hurm..dah~ dah salah niat tu.

terus aku tukar baju.

hurm.....................aku banyak berfikir kebelakangan ni..

^_^hahaha kang tumbuh uban!

p/s: nak pi upgrade RAM kat PC Depot ipoh!