Monday, February 9, 2009

my first Heart Confession...

to whom i like..
baiting to wonder..
wonder about the one i like....
secret may be spill if i have enough courage..
courage that comes with shivering body, cold sweat and a storm of panic...
to them, i confront.
to tell my secret deeply locked.

what need to be told has been spoken.
cold, shiver and storm has calm down...
calm by the relief. relief of knowing the truth.
he knows.
he spoke the same.
but different in meaning.
I'm the like.
her the love.

to that..
i realized...
love not same as like.

my heart.
even the master do not know.


But,
the storm has left.
leaving the peace.
Peace.
Huge relief.


xperimnt using PhotoshopCS3



p/s: knowing he just my like too.
we're friends.

not for me.

9 comments:

itisrajah said...

babe.
it's ukeh.
maybe he is just not ur real love.
Allah da sediakan satu khas ntuk kau.
cume mungkin blom masenye.
ape2 pon,congratulation 4 da relief.
=)

Anonymous said...

lek sya'...
suma da blalu.. :)

~ainun~ said...

thanks u gys..sue and aja..
ya..thing get pretty mess up sometimes.
but, dun wory, i noe how to fix it...
fix it in the right way.
Im still me! *smile*

Anonymous said...

agree wit itisrajah...
juz wait n see...
someone who r created 4 u will appear one day...
juz now,,,
single made simple...huhuhuuhu...

ada van de kamp said...

err..so wt is the outcome?
warghh gue x paham.

aliya azizan said...

aiyo..payah mau paham..sastera ke pe???
btw..u looked bit dffrnt last nite.at first mmg xknal.aku kna fikir byk kali beb.just to recognize u..haha..

~ainun~ said...

ada:the outcome? still frends lor.
suka dye, dye suka, tp, bkn suka cinta.

aliya:haha..lain cm na tu?
positively@negetively?
pergh! tak leh blah ang ckp kena pikir bnyk
kali..huhu

Anonymous said...

calm by the relief. relief of knowing the truth.
he knows.
he spoke the same.
but different in meaning.
I'm the like.
her the love.

love this sentence.
full of meanings.

like is better,
but love is greater.
love is to give,
but friends are a gift.

so,ure the like. it's still better right??knowing someone u like, likes u too. rather than doesnt know it at all.
i think he likes u as much as u like him. but at the same time, he has 'her'. as u said so. so, he just cant accept anyone because he doesnt want to give u hope. hoping and love him more than as a friend. can u understand what i'm trying to say here?? maybe he's not good enough for u. it supposed to have to be a reason in anything that happened to us. Allah doesnt do anything without any reasons. but believe me. friends are better than love. but to have love is an extra. dont worry. one day, u'll find someone who can really love u n care for you. i'll pray for u yah.;))
Just focus on ur studies.
take care..;))

~ainun~ said...

anonymous:thanks for the kind and comforting word...
I thinks, i know you..but, i still cant guess who you really are...
nway, when, i read your commnt, it really lik you were talking to me, face to face...
are you a friend of mine..?