Apa jadi kalu kita suka kat seseorang??(TOPIK 13THN KEATAS)

apa jadi kalu kita dah suka kat seseorang???

hurm...
bnda nh tak terlepas jadi kat aku gak..
ye la..kta manusia..bkn malaikat yg tak tak dak nafsu..huhu

suka..mmg suka..
tp, rasa cm mainan perasaan ja..
bg aku, kalu kita tak pupuk perasaan tu, dye tak kan berkembang dan akan hilang..
sedikit demi sedikit..
haha..
so far..cm tu la aku...
sedaya upaya wat dek ja...


quote from hajar, my rumate..

"kita lg bodoh kalu menafikan perasaan sendiri
walaupun kita tahu kebenarannya"

tapi..susah..kita jumpa tiap2 hri..kalu tak jumpa, mssege..SMS..
org tu dah dekat ngn kita..
kita nk tolak jauh2??
haa....this is messing my head...
dia cm na tah..
nk ckp kat kawan tu yg kita suka kt dye? ngaku?
nk ngaku kat dye tu berat sgt!
hua2..
takut kena reject?dah la aku tak pernah wat bnda nh!
tapi..kalu dye pon sama cm kita...kan bgus gitu?

"'Tis better to have loved and lost,
than never to have lost at all"?

-Tennyson-

nh dah tahap monolog dalaman nh..hahaha

hajar ckp lg..
" kalu dah sama2 suka..ok, tak pe. atleast sama2 tahu apa perasaan masing2. tak kapel pon tak pe."

yup! dats da point. aku tak biasa+gemar kapel!!!
just..hurm, nk thu dye ada perasaan yg sama ke tak..
huhu..kalu jd kawan2..cm lg best rasanya..ble lawak2 lg tnpa rasa kekok @ terlalu mnjaga hati..huhu

tapi..kalu dah sama2 tahu, tak ka nti ada sedikit rasa kekok???
akan kekok punya!
tapi, tak thu la betul ke tak..x pernah mgalaminya lagi..
normally, manuasia akn rasa kekok la..
""dye suka kat aku. boleh ka still friends??""
pergh! aku tak sanggup nk wat experiment nh...
huhu..

kalu da kegkawan yg ada experience, oyak @ ckp la sama aku na..
based on true story, k?
jgn wat2 teori sendiri..huuuhuh


jadi..
kesimpulan awalnya..
aku masih tak berani nk confront lg ngn feeling nh..
let time do it all..
cm aku ckp td..kalu tak pupuk, xkan jadi apa2..
huhu....

For one human being to love another:
that is perhaps the most difficult of our tasks;
the ultimate, the last test and proof,
the work for which all other work is but preparation

- Rainer Maria Rilke-



You learn to speak by speaking,
to study by studying, to run by running,
to work by working;
and just so, you learn to love by loving.
All those who think to learn in any other way deceive themselves.

-Saint Francis de Sales-