RAMADHAN 7..

today, it has been 7th day of Ramadhan..
a week..
....................
a bit blank ..
dont know what to write..
Im in a bit of shock..
It happened again,
but, not so much hurt than before...

sometimes,
things do not turn out the way we want it to be..
I thought,it going to be that way..
but,turn out..
its not..
it become something else..
deep down, I know, this is what is going to happen..
but, shallowly ignored and just continue pretending that ..
"Its going to be fine.."..

hurm...
let it go, ainun....

maybe,

"just go with the flow, do not anticipate nothing.. just wait..jus dont worry if you not going to get any..
because, there's is something else for you"
- sue-

um.maybe.just maybe.


p/s; mungkin hati nh dah dikaburi dengan banyak benda..
banyak hal2 rumit..
memerlukan penghayatan n refreshment..
perfect timing as it is Ramadhan..
boleh selalu mengadu pada-Nya..macam-macam saya nak mengadu..
harap dapat kembali ketenangan hati nh yang semakin jauh melupakan dan sering hanyut melayan perasaan itu ..